Bring it all back to you.

I am nostalgia at it's best.
I miss my childhood, I was far too busy growing up to fully enjoy everything.
I guess when it's all said, I'm still a child at heart. But constantly growing up intelligently.
I want a time machine.

Misunderstanding all you see.

I miss you. Believe me, it still hurts so much.
You always offered your hand for help, I haven't seen that in a while.
The past two years I've been without your friendship; who said you could worm your way back?
We all know I'll let you back in.

Someone take hold of the puppet strings that have been attached so diligently to my limbs.

It's the time that made me distant.

A smile so big it could break your face.

I'm too busy with life to realize that the past is catching up to me.
Is there a way I can just hide under my covers from this monster like I used to do when I was a toddler?
I can't find it in myself to leave this unresolved, no matter how hard it seems.

I want to be the better person for once in my life.

We'll be all together.

I wonder how many people made sense of this blog in the past year.
It may or may not help you, but feel comfort in knowing that this is my therapy.

I love the people that I brought this new year in with; I love them to death. They're the most important people in my life right now, and they probably always will be among the top. I've never felt as close to others as I have them. I'd like to say that we have something genuine, something I know isn't materialistic.

I hope all of you have that too. I hope all of you are happy with those that you love.

Even though I'm not the biggest fan of all of those that I love, I can't help what my heart feels for them. I know I'll always love them for all of their mistakes, no matter how much pain they inflict upon my heart.

I just want this year to be better than the last.

Cheers to our own 2008.
Let's leave our mark.